midnight rants.

there’s something about galaxy that I somewhat find peace. 

If I have the chance  to build a house, it would at the galaxy. (which is impossible/never or maybe I’ll marry an astronaut?HAHA) 

funny, isn’t it?

to dream something that for sure it will never happen. 

 

but hey, have faith. believe. be strong.  

 

there’s always hope. or maybe this is optimistic me talking. I’m not sure. 

 

I can’t really say much. they say, the effort that matters. 

I’ve been living for nearly 23 years. I’m not saying that I’m a pro in life but what I can say about life is, Life is soo mindfuck that you can’t really expect something that you’ve expected because it’ll be something unexpected that you’ve never expected. EVER. 

 

believe me, I’ve lost so many hopes along the way yet I gain new hopes along the way too. I guess Life is not that mean, eh? 

 

save the best for the last eh Life? you better.

 

p/s: man, I need to start appreciate myself. Salwa, you’re not just a small wooden cube on the floor. 

curse that charms (edited)

The moment I felt something towards you,

Brace yourself,

For you might be blessed with my curse that charms.

 

My curse will bring you luck,

My curse will give you chances,

My curse will enable your existence.

 

The beauty of magical parasite.

 

While my curse will chant you magical spells,

Slowly I am facing despairs,

While my curse will grant you light,

Slowly I am falling into midnight. 

 

Magical yet poisonous,  

My curse that charms.

embrace

it is interesting how our meeting started like everybody else

I met you, you, you, and you

different place, different circle, but at the same time. 

 

but only you, 

you are the same person in every different circles I’ve met. 

 

I thought, we are the main characters in this story. 

However, 

I’m only a supporting character. 

rest in peace

 

I was wrong,

for I thought I don’t have any feelings. 

 

your weirdness is annoying, 

your weirdness is irritating, 

yet your weirdness attracts me. 

 

as I realized that its no longer a crush, 

I’m thinking of giving to my feelings a chance, 

a chance to revive. 

 

on my halfway there, 

my charm charms you to be attracted by others, 

somehow you’ve found your significant other. 

 

someone so dear. 

 

I’m afraid I have to let feelings to sleep,

sleeping like snow white waiting for her prince, 

prince and his true love kiss. 

 

rest well, 

feelings.